slightly scared

(4)

im really considering just asking her to be mine. im afraid to do this mainly because we still havent had time to establish if the feelings are mutual and a speed to go at. deep down i have wanted to do it for quite some time. but im so scared of the rejection that it makes me not sure…i read a lot of good signs, but every time we have a chance to talk, something goes wrong and there is just a lot of drama associated with it. what do you guys think i should do? take the plunge, or wait it out a bit longer…

random: i cant study to save my life

valentines?

(4) so my plan for valentines day was non existent the other day. i had no intentions of doing anything and wanted nothing to do with the day. but after my plans for the weekend fell through i felt that i should make some sort of effort because it would be nice. so i came up with an idea of bringing a rose in a vase to her place after she sleeps with a note so that she will see it in the morning. but i just have to be sure that i can get in. there are pictures of what i made to go with the rose and vase. :]

random: v day is too close to my bday and the fact that it is on the same date makes me remember exactly what happens that day. lets see how this year goes

 

apple

(4) i just realized that i dont think i could date someone that uses an iphone. i know its weird and kinda shallow in a way but i dont like what they do to people normally. just a random thought. good think my lady doesnt have one ;]

random: im getting back into my japanese ness its fun :]

umms

(1)(4) i miss you guys a lot. having people i trust so close is a great feeling. i just want you all to know i really like having you in my life :]

random: midterms? who studies any way ;]